July 26, '08
July 26, '08
Well, nothing special about today, I just not sure what to title it... =p
Toward the end of July, once again, midsummer, well, no midsummer night's dream of thing happen yet, just, waste of time I suppose... ^^
Hmm, well, I suppose to have tons of things that need to be done, but seems like life slow a lot of them down, thus I'm still busy for nothing yet to happen... planting the seeds, as one of my teacher once said, blossom when time's right... en...
If you ask all the Eastern philosophers... you probably will hear the similar things... take your time, slow down, let life take its course, etc, etc, etc....
Yet... I live in America... how slow can I be?? I know Europe is harmonize in each country's lifestyle, not as rushing as U.S. or Asia... in today's world... well... maybe slow is good... we all need to slow down and watch, feel the surrounding a bit, just a bit... to appreciate what we have thus far...
I did slow down, in fact, hasn't really fasten up to achieve what I might have, well, a laid back lifestyle is what I have for the last seven years... yes, to, rethink of what had happened and what improvements I can make for the future... It did took longer than I want to, however, I think it's not a waste of time, purely I can reach deeper inward and consider learn more about myself, the good and evil part within...
We all have a devil inside of us, don't deny it, to understand the devil is not everyday task, surely no one would ask you to seek it... just, I think it would be nice to know what sort of devil you do have in you... was interesting to learn, how bad can I be? ... apparently... not bad enough... after all, no one really feel the devil yet... I'm so ashame of myself... I'm trying, trying...
Life course isn't easy, just not that hard either... I listen to others' talks, seeing their sorrows, and the eager for a solution that they often hint out themselves... it's a blind spot, true, but often time, the proper solution for them, they won't execute it... inner contractions of auto eliminating mode... realize that... they only want to pour out their worries to you, not really seeking a solution... they, already know the solutions... just want a listener... poor them...
Yes, this is a sarcastic point of view, it's also late at night... sleepy neh...
I'm okay, trace back in time to search the seeds that I planted for the future, I wonder, when is the Spring for them, and will Fall coming too fast?? After all, Winter, is, inevitable... I can only wish the summer time can be, a bit longer for us to hang out more...
---
Seeing the cloud over my head, I feel, the need for rain,
the rain, to wash out the worries, the joy, and the supply of life,
rainy day, sunny day, happy day...
sinking under the rain, I know, I'm free, free of dusts all over me from, well, a long time ago...
shinny sun ray strike down through the rain, I know, course will turn, and a new day will rise...
smile all over the field, I see, a distant ahead, cross the pond, an angel shouting: 'get to sleep, you idiot!!!'....
- sorry, wrong angel... temp worker here... >_<
'cont:
~ an angel, singing: "oh~ dear child, oh fairy land, open up your mind, let in the world, feel, touch, and warms up your heart~ oh~ dear child, I'm watching all over you since time, (no, I'm not CIA... x-p)...
~ blossom up, rise atop, singing aloud, oh~ dear child, world is opening, where do you go, come in, come in, taste of the sweet, that, was long prepared for you~ feel the joy, walk to the pond, dive down for the nature's beauty, you, haven't get...
~ tell me, what is wrong, is there anything that could destruct you? oh no, I don't think so, this is a life full of sweet~ trust me, I can tell, you're only ponder at the gate, where road sign are vivid ahead, all you need, is a step to the right, you'll see, you'll hear, you'll enter the realm of~ unspeakable~ only when you're in there, you'll know...
~oh~ dear child, come on, pack your bag, enjoy the adventure~ we're, all waiting for you~"
---
hahawohaha... k, I'm sleepy...
-TT
Well, nothing special about today, I just not sure what to title it... =p
Toward the end of July, once again, midsummer, well, no midsummer night's dream of thing happen yet, just, waste of time I suppose... ^^
Hmm, well, I suppose to have tons of things that need to be done, but seems like life slow a lot of them down, thus I'm still busy for nothing yet to happen... planting the seeds, as one of my teacher once said, blossom when time's right... en...
If you ask all the Eastern philosophers... you probably will hear the similar things... take your time, slow down, let life take its course, etc, etc, etc....
Yet... I live in America... how slow can I be?? I know Europe is harmonize in each country's lifestyle, not as rushing as U.S. or Asia... in today's world... well... maybe slow is good... we all need to slow down and watch, feel the surrounding a bit, just a bit... to appreciate what we have thus far...
I did slow down, in fact, hasn't really fasten up to achieve what I might have, well, a laid back lifestyle is what I have for the last seven years... yes, to, rethink of what had happened and what improvements I can make for the future... It did took longer than I want to, however, I think it's not a waste of time, purely I can reach deeper inward and consider learn more about myself, the good and evil part within...
We all have a devil inside of us, don't deny it, to understand the devil is not everyday task, surely no one would ask you to seek it... just, I think it would be nice to know what sort of devil you do have in you... was interesting to learn, how bad can I be? ... apparently... not bad enough... after all, no one really feel the devil yet... I'm so ashame of myself... I'm trying, trying...
Life course isn't easy, just not that hard either... I listen to others' talks, seeing their sorrows, and the eager for a solution that they often hint out themselves... it's a blind spot, true, but often time, the proper solution for them, they won't execute it... inner contractions of auto eliminating mode... realize that... they only want to pour out their worries to you, not really seeking a solution... they, already know the solutions... just want a listener... poor them...
Yes, this is a sarcastic point of view, it's also late at night... sleepy neh...
I'm okay, trace back in time to search the seeds that I planted for the future, I wonder, when is the Spring for them, and will Fall coming too fast?? After all, Winter, is, inevitable... I can only wish the summer time can be, a bit longer for us to hang out more...
---
Seeing the cloud over my head, I feel, the need for rain,
the rain, to wash out the worries, the joy, and the supply of life,
rainy day, sunny day, happy day...
sinking under the rain, I know, I'm free, free of dusts all over me from, well, a long time ago...
shinny sun ray strike down through the rain, I know, course will turn, and a new day will rise...
smile all over the field, I see, a distant ahead, cross the pond, an angel shouting: 'get to sleep, you idiot!!!'....
- sorry, wrong angel... temp worker here... >_<
'cont:
~ an angel, singing: "oh~ dear child, oh fairy land, open up your mind, let in the world, feel, touch, and warms up your heart~ oh~ dear child, I'm watching all over you since time, (no, I'm not CIA... x-p)...
~ blossom up, rise atop, singing aloud, oh~ dear child, world is opening, where do you go, come in, come in, taste of the sweet, that, was long prepared for you~ feel the joy, walk to the pond, dive down for the nature's beauty, you, haven't get...
~ tell me, what is wrong, is there anything that could destruct you? oh no, I don't think so, this is a life full of sweet~ trust me, I can tell, you're only ponder at the gate, where road sign are vivid ahead, all you need, is a step to the right, you'll see, you'll hear, you'll enter the realm of~ unspeakable~ only when you're in there, you'll know...
~oh~ dear child, come on, pack your bag, enjoy the adventure~ we're, all waiting for you~"
---
hahawohaha... k, I'm sleepy...
-TT
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