T.W.T. Tsai (木桐無語)

Point of Shadow --- Day by day, each sunrise creates shadow for each of us, we thought we are in the bright sunlight, yet, once we stand up with the sun, we also created the shadow for those behind us... Point to point, where's the end note? I thought I rid of the past, rid of the memories of unwanted, in fact, those tedious memories are just, click away from my heart... never gone far, and never been erased... it's just rest in the dark, waiting to be explore... human memory is an art... Shadow arises, leaves my thought in the wild, where should it headed, when to rest, I know, I'm about to be tired, maybe I'm already tired, just don't know yet... abstract abound, I do, need time to rest, and a soothing place to dive myself into... Sept, Oct, years flyby without trace, typical breathing pattern still, yet mindful tasks... all, leave the point of no return; which, is the path you led me into, without mercy... What can I do to prevail? I do not know, it co...

葬花鳴 --- 葬花鳴 徐風清漸筱白夜， 八方已逝薇行遠， 載載遙望遠方星， 落落無言葉滿窪。。 徐也，無心牽掛鎖滿盈， 歸也，笑笑它言末道哀， 塗也，草草兩目烏雲奈， 復也，納納夕陽待朝時， 落也，保黯橋頭獨行木， 損也，墨雨流塌有心人。 -- 葬花梧桐。

A Walk to Remember -- An '02 Movie by Mandy Moore and Shane West; I actually had this dvd and tv recorded file for couple years, yet just never really want to watch it... probably I just refuse to get into it, though it's a somewhat typical romance movie, just that the release time back then, wasn't my prime at all... Love, is, arbitrally, by sets of condition or backgrounds, never a fixed value to it; thus, the fun per se... Even since mid '01, my path of it, closed... With the closed door, I observed more and aware of a lot of things that made life what it is. Honest to say, the closed door actually gave me more knowledge than I ever want... which, to these days, I do not which is better... "Love is like a wind, never sees it, but can feel it"... In life, what many of us want is actually the opposite... did we lost the ability to feel? I'm more incline to say yes, especially with modern education and society norms. Path to wonderland, i...

六月六。 --- 六月六日斷腸時， 姑蘇城外難忘施， 島心湖旁倒映月， 春風徐徐頰兩痕。 風橋寒山舞天台， 拾得鐘聲夜半鳴， 擺渡回首它鄉事， 闌珊依依燈火芯。 -芯月木桐

聽雨。 --- 晚春的雷雨，刷洗了城市中的污垢，一個城市，需要多少的雷雨，才能恢復它應有的純淨？ 雨後的純陽，是這一個城市所缺乏的，又有多少人，能夠停下腳步，抬頭，看看那剎那間 的清新與光明？ --- 這個城市，需要的是什麼？ 也許沒人能回答，但忙碌的生活中，其實，是為了誰而運轉？運轉的方向，對嗎？ 沒有人可以有答案，因為，每個人的要求都不同，渴望也不一樣，但，也許，若只是從自身的角度來看世界時，一切，其實，都還在陰暗中。。。 沒有人可以給任何人光明，任何的光明，都要從自身中去尋求，不論有多麼的難解，自我追求所達到的境界，是無人可以給妳的明亮。 --- 聽雨， 安卻一角，獨自的傾聽，那落下的孤淚，在述說些什麼樣的故事； 故事都會結束的，角色也都會不停的替換的，那麼，一個人，能有多重要呢？也許是要角，也許，也許都是遊戲中的替代品。。 那，還需要那麼執著嗎？ --- 唱出那雨中的深意，讓那烙下的清水，洗淨那心中塵埃， 或許，無心是最美，無情是本事，無理是人生。。。 --- 這城市，還有麻雀嗎？ -- 默以梧桐。 TP