T.W.T. Tsai (木桐無語)

睡醒了， 從12/10回美後就一直忙，又受傷，搞不清楚是一個月的亞洲之行太累還是真的年紀大了，承受不了不停的旅程，還是花費了太多的腦力去應付遇到的人； 總之回來後是，累。。。 想想去年好像也是這麼累，剛從廈門辦完爺爺的遺願回美，又接到外婆住院過世的消息，又匆匆準備到台。。。 一年了，陽光離去後的黑夜讓人迷失了自我，失去光明的照耀，一群不大不小的人們，為了那些許的照明物，搬演出故有的國粹，讓我這不中不西的野蠻人頭次感受到文化的重要。還好，父母終於在感恩節時脫離了這些早該略過的俗事，省的以後的麻煩。 有的東西，還是要從自己手上取得到，才知道它的價值，進而珍惜疼之。 向晚意不適，驅車登古原； 夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏。 - 李商隱 人生中該學習的事物總是該從自身經驗中取得，飯要自己吃才會飽，病要切身才會痛； 行雲流水般的人世，該追求的是何物？ 要記取的什麼？ 貴族，平民，乞丐，活下的基本要求是一樣的，差別在於，思想上的不同； 思想，這個比光速更難掌控的理論，更沒有規律性，卻是人與人之間，不可或缺的因子； 緣起素心，頓悟性空。

夜深了，冬雨陣陣，月光無影，御風行雲。 希望在夢中排迴，理想在現實損落； 日月轉迴，人事全非； 是什麼，讓我們身存於世，跟著巨輪盤旋，迷失自身？ 浮華的奢侈，光鮮的誘惑，亦或是撒旦的招換？ 墨家的忠言，儒家的禮法，道家的追尋， 都換不回迷失的生靈。。。 罷了，罷了，鬱生於世，隨影逐流，破死還生， 草草昭朝，戲遊人間，回造兼愛，博堪六氣。 葉落了，枝生了，冬葉無情，春枝萌芽， 蕭蕭寒風，吋吋刺骨，暖暖虛心，映照大地。 晨到了，夜無眠， 陣陣咖啡漂香街頭，人人手捧 Starbucks, 一杯$3.25... 絲竹迴音繞廂樑， 百花無語低思垂， 浪中掏玉有幾回？ 醉夢白雲至夜深。 - 木桐

"Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl, tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice, it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me, girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to m...

Titanic '97... Released Dec. 19, '97... Didn't get to watch until Jan. of '98... Twice.. Was not interested nor intended to watch, just someone dragged me into the theatre... with some force and incentives... more of a force than incentive, actually... Can't believe it's ten years now... time did fly, so is someone as well... Don't get me wrong, I'm not against romantic movies, I love anything Audrey Hepburn related... =p Sleepless in Seattle as well, by the way... Why the sudden recall of this movie, I have no idea, and vivid images from ten years ago was also a mystery for me; perhaps the clock inside of my head triggered silently for certain reason... Warn me not to take vessels of any sort in the next six month?! That... might be it... Ah~ ten years has past, ' my heart will go on ', indeed, Celine's show ended in Vegas as well, what more can a vessel do without its pilot? or GPS, in today's standard... Laisser le passé être le pass...